Intentions
Elizabeth Manly-Spain
I set a timer for 10 minutes.
I sink into myself.
It’s an apprehensive silence.
Waiting for some shoe to drop.
Any shoe to drop.
I get nervous, like I’m waiting for an inevitable.
I find Ease.
It’s been so long.
The timer is almost up.
It’s like a dream.
I try to define the edges.
The mere resolve to do so justifies its integrity,
But it’s unstable, like shoddy craftsmanship.
The blocks tumble out and rebuild themselves.
I wait for the walls to solidify.
There’s a strange charge to the air,
But I don’t quite know what.
Unwittingly, I hold myself in this space,
Though not ready to leave.
If I’m lucky, I acquiesce.
I acquiesce into — Ringggggggg!